Well, we are heading towards month 3 now.
Obviously month number one didn’t produce any of the results that we were looking for. Also we had a death in the family which I’ve mentioned before so it was difficult to continue without feeling disrespectful. Especially as my most fertile day was the day of the funeral. It just didn’t feel right.
So basically we postponed for month number two and look forward to getting our lives back on track and trying again this month!
I can only hope it is as bizarre of an experience next time and that we can be successful soon.
This month we find out what our long term plans are for the house too. I’m hoping we will be able to negotiate a longterm contract so that we know where we stand for the coming months. A chance to feel settled.
I’m just looking forward to seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.